The Concept of Forever.

I've started this blog following in the footsteps of friends - old and new- but one in particular, my best friend.
Bella (the Lair of A Misunderstood Dolphin) who recently died in a car accident along with her older sister Georgie (Sounds and Ramble).

Out of this fucked situation, i've befriended some beautiful people, 3 in particular I hold in high regard. But after a recent conversation with my parents, questions have come up about the concept of forever. I still love these new friends dearly ofcourse, but I have come to the realisation that they too will leave me. Not in such a permanent way as George and Boo, but them being older...their lives will take them on to greater adventures to uni, jobs, other cities. The selfishness of this on my part overwhelmed even me, and I know that we will always be friends but the friendship will never be the same. So i've begun to cherish every moment with them even more, but this will make it quite a lot harder to see them go.

So my dilemma comes down to;
draw this friendship back, start getting used to not having them around- but i hate this option. Would I have done this if I had known Boo would be taken from me? Absolutely not.

or

Become closer than ever, be devastated to see them leave, try "long-distance friendship"?

or

"Live in the Moment"